R&R+inventory


 * 1) 1. I was 11 the first time i used. The reason i did it is because my friend offered it to me and i just said screw it and did it.
 * 2) 2. When i started using daily and i needed the drugs to feel normal.
 * 3) 3.I lost my relationship with my family. I lost my sober friends. now i lost my using friends. i lost all my money, my motivation, my education, and i lost track of who i really am.
 * 4) 4. It made me isolate from my family and sober friends. It didnt affect my romantic relationships cuz i just had using girlfriends.
 * 5) 5. Having to be away from my family, having feelings all the time, and not nowin who my friends are now.
 * 6) 6. Being able to talk about how i feel.
 * 7) 7. 1, because its admitting you have no control.
 * 8) 8. i just apoligized and made lists of different things.
 * 9) 9. Being honest and having open relationships so i can talk to people.
 * 10) 10. That im not using an i dont want to start again. i went through a lot of shit to quit and it was hard.